stillharley - paranoid lyrics
[stillharley - paranoid lyrics]
I keep on doing the most
I hate to say it, but I'm losing control
And I drank way more than I should've
But who cares anymore (Yeah! Yeah)
Don't say that you do
Because I know it ain't true
I never should've fell for you
I'm at the end of the road
I'm gettin' paranoid
So don't get too close
And it's hard to carry on when
I keep seeing your ghost (Yeah! Yeah)
All I want is some proof, did I ruin you too?
Or is it all in my head
When I'm stuck in a mood?
I couldn't say goodbye and it's
Killing me from the inside
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
And I can say a thousand different things
'bout the shit you did to me
But I think I'm gonna hold it in
And I don't wanna down another
Drink just to blur reality
But it's better than the life that I live
I hate when people say to hold on
Find someone to lean on
If I could, I would've done it by now
I keep doing stupid shit 'cause you're gone
Just another so long
Light a fire, watch us burn to the ground
If that's all that it takes to
Get away from the pain
Throw me into the flame
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
I'd risk it all for things to change
So I could say I'm okay
And I'd lose it all to catch a
Break from being stuck in the rain
I'd take the fall and all the blame
For all the hell that you raised
But when you call and say my name
I'm back to digging my grave
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
I hate to say it, but I'm losing control
And I drank way more than I should've
But who cares anymore (Yeah! Yeah)
Don't say that you do
Because I know it ain't true
I never should've fell for you
I'm at the end of the road
I'm gettin' paranoid
So don't get too close
And it's hard to carry on when
I keep seeing your ghost (Yeah! Yeah)
All I want is some proof, did I ruin you too?
Or is it all in my head
When I'm stuck in a mood?
I couldn't say goodbye and it's
Killing me from the inside
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
And I can say a thousand different things
'bout the shit you did to me
But I think I'm gonna hold it in
And I don't wanna down another
Drink just to blur reality
But it's better than the life that I live
I hate when people say to hold on
Find someone to lean on
If I could, I would've done it by now
I keep doing stupid shit 'cause you're gone
Just another so long
Light a fire, watch us burn to the ground
If that's all that it takes to
Get away from the pain
Throw me into the flame
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
I'd risk it all for things to change
So I could say I'm okay
And I'd lose it all to catch a
Break from being stuck in the rain
I'd take the fall and all the blame
For all the hell that you raised
But when you call and say my name
I'm back to digging my grave
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life
I'm at the lowest of the lows
And I'm all out of time
They told me love was pure as gold
But it's a curse in disguise
I know I gotta let you go
But I fuck up when I try
Keep on twisting the knife
I'm sick of doing what I'm told
So I cross every line
And when I needed you the most
You went and poisoned my mind
I couldn't see through all the smoke
I should’ve noticed the signs
You were the end of my life