3Breezy - On A Search lyrics

I been on a search but
I can't find what's missing
It's like I been looking for that
Little light to see it glisten
But I'm stuck in my head
I hope this perky take my pain away
They say the past the past but
See these scars still remain today
Everything so temporary nothing last forever
No, I don't ask for much but
Can you tell it get better
And you stuck by my side so how
The fuck can I upset ya
Two things that I trust be
My gut and this Beretta

Say you love me
But you only come around
When you need something
Time and time I gave you all my last
You ain't give me nothing
And I would throw it all if that
Meant I could see you win
But you wouldn't do the same for me
What the fuck you call a friend
No that ain't love, ain't trust
Ain't loyalty
Blood don't mean shit I watch a
Snake pick off his family
Thought I left my demons in the
Past but they after me
Baby please don't play around cause you
Going get attached to me
I got a heart filled with love and hate
Twenty years and I can't express my feelings
Never open up cause I feel
Like they don't care enough
Sometimes I wish I had no feelings at all

I been on a search but
I can't find what's missing
It's like I been looking for that
Little light to see it glisten
But I'm stuck in my head
I hope this perky take my pain away
They say the past the past but
See these scars still remain today
Everything so temporary nothing last forever
No I don't ask for much but
Can you tell it get better
And you stuck by my side so how
The fuck can I upset ya
Two things that I trust be
My gut and this Beretta