93FEETOFSMOKE, VELVETEARS - ​i’ve got a lot of fear for the day that we’ll be dead lyrics

You know the rain and thunder
Makes it cold out you know whatever happens
My hand will be out
But I can't keep this fucking
Blade up off my wrist
And I can't kick these fucking
Demons from my head
They telling me it's time to go and sin
And I'm listening
Fuck restraint because this world's a bitch
But you're glistening
And you know I love the way you sit
On the side of my bed and let it bleed out
Through every fucking slit

I’m known to run away
But this time I’ll run with you
I’m known to never stay
But I’ll fucking stay with you
I’m known for digging graves
But that's all done and through
I just wanna watch the smoke
Clear away with you i got all of your songs
Straight playing in my head
I got a lot of fear for
The day that we’ll be dead
But I just suppress that
No need for nonsense
'Cause, for the first time
I know where I can fall back
Something about life makes me feel so unsure
Why am I so scared? I will never fucking know
But I had a choice
And I picked the right door
And that's something I’ve never done before
You were the right door