A-F-R-O - Suicide Note lyrics
[A-F-R-O - Suicide Note lyrics]
Bad day, hahahaha
That day you found my body with
A bullet in my temple
You screamed out loud, shoutin'
Doubtin' that I left ya
Reminiscin' the beautiful day that I met ya
The memories of us had
Swayed into your mental
Played images of us smilin'
And cherishin' life
But life ended the divine connection with us
You looked at my lifeless body, and denied it
Shooken and tryin' to stop all of the crying
You stayed with me
Didn't call the ambulance for hours
Brain heavy
Gripping on the sanity ya powered
A few weeks after my death
You couldn't take it
Dying to relive the memories
Tryna' fake it
But -
Reality slapped you cross
Your beautiful face
And
The tragedy dragged you off in mutual place
'Cause when you jumped off of that bridge
I poured tears
Didn't know a spirit could feel more dead
I read the open letter from
The folks in my life
They all showed love a few
Nights after I died
They sat and they tried to
Piece the puzzles back together
At least my family, the rest laughed together
They smacked they lips
And talked behind my back easily
Sayin' that I had no problems and
I was dealing with a blessin'
Too somber for the close-minded
The most lied to me
My folks tried to show more fire in me
But I turned the other cheek, and I denied it
A noose, some pills
And a simple 9 wanted to retire me
Sad thing is - I let it
I grabbed that 9 off my shelf and I - BLAOW!
(gunshot)
You'll say that I'm a coward
That I gave up trying
But the suicide letter that I left
Stated why
That day you found my body with
A bullet in my temple
You screamed out loud, shoutin'
Doubtin' that I left ya
Reminiscin' the beautiful day that I met ya
The memories of us had
Swayed into your mental
Played images of us smilin'
And cherishin' life
But life ended the divine connection with us
You looked at my lifeless body, and denied it
Shooken and tryin' to stop all of the crying
You stayed with me
Didn't call the ambulance for hours
Brain heavy
Gripping on the sanity ya powered
A few weeks after my death
You couldn't take it
Dying to relive the memories
Tryna' fake it
But -
Reality slapped you cross
Your beautiful face
And
The tragedy dragged you off in mutual place
'Cause when you jumped off of that bridge
I poured tears
Didn't know a spirit could feel more dead
I read the open letter from
The folks in my life
They all showed love a few
Nights after I died
They sat and they tried to
Piece the puzzles back together
At least my family, the rest laughed together
They smacked they lips
And talked behind my back easily
Sayin' that I had no problems and
I was dealing with a blessin'
Too somber for the close-minded
The most lied to me
My folks tried to show more fire in me
But I turned the other cheek, and I denied it
A noose, some pills
And a simple 9 wanted to retire me
Sad thing is - I let it
I grabbed that 9 off my shelf and I - BLAOW!
(gunshot)
You'll say that I'm a coward
That I gave up trying
But the suicide letter that I left
Stated why