Abominant - In Mourning lyrics

When we wake in the morning
We will see the glorious
Sun standing in the rays of life
Our day has just
Begun, the essence of time is ours
Precious as every
Minute goes by i was a fool to have wasted
The stupidity i called fun who is
To love when the hearts
Have grown cold a life can
No longer exist wheres
The love? if only heaven would
Shine on is a heart
Would be warm in the night
Im clinging to my covers in bed i awake once
Again with another nightmare
Close the door around you
Lock yourself from the
Outside world an empty heart can't feel love
Just loneliness i wish i would die
Theres no peace within
Me hurt and anger in my
Soul emotionless as feelings
Are destroyed only hoping my end
Will come how long
Can i go on? experiencing depression
How long can i go on? there is no other way
To bring peace in my
Heart, it must all end someday memories of an
Haunting dream
So close to losing my reality tears
Are running down my face i
Look towards the sky
Screaming at God in heaven oh please
Hear my cries of
Torment i close my eyes, feelings distraught
My heart denies for the one i
Loved now walks among
Angels we shall meet again when
The death closes my
Eyes reunited together as one
Happiness of mother and son