Abominant - Terror From Within lyrics

Inside my mind looking back at me
The other side the living disease, i
Taste the thoughts, I feel the bitter
Fear the two of us, myself and I the
Haunting of my world comes
Creeping down on me, the future is a
Wondrous view, the past has been unleashed
With every tick and
Grain of sand comes precious father
Time, I live for dread, i am the final
One chewing, it's gnawing at
My words hideous, describing it's
Absurd, I pull the strings
That disregard belief
I hide behind the things i have seen
Who could know that the enemy
Is me? the sudden change
Of all my chemistry and there I
Wait to walk the steps again, the
Burden grows, the lights are turning
Dim fiction is now fractured, the
Broken violent dreams, across the
Sky I see myself, my thoughts
Dancing with disease
Infliction brings me coma and
Stops my freezing
Mind, I wish myself now unborn
I wish myself denied, stepping
Through the storm into a borrowed world
I realize I'm failing deeper
In the mold, for every witness it
Eats at me like death, for everything
I'm scared of lies waiting in my breath
Taking chances is not how I
Have lived, my soul of life
Is not punctured and dismissed, i think
Aloud that fear does not exist
I fade away and night it comes again
And what is all of this? who's talking
To me? are these my only
Thoughts? is it only me? inside me there
Is only one soul or maybe there are more
I picture all the faces off
The thousands so to know
Listen, learn, stop!