Abstract, RoZe - Scars lyrics

You clench your fist, she gives you a hug
Tell you she loves you
But you've been drinking too much
But you don't quit
Instead you'd rather fuss
And take it to the point to
Where she can't get up
And it makes you feel sick
It breaks your heart
Cause you never meant for it to go this far
But you got a kid who has
To live with the scars
They can only see you whenever there's bars

I need a medic
Yeah, I need a medic
Give me a medic
Yeah, call me a medic

She said I ain't seen him
Laugh in a long time
Seems life abandoned him to the wrong side
Remember the night they split
And we all cried?
I think for certain a large
Part of my heart died
They brought me up thinking life
Was rainbows and sunshine
Grew up to find that time
Cruised and they all lied
For so long
Convinced ourselves we were all fine
But the night he came back at three
AM again was the last time
Alcohol consuming his breath
Mom said
"Don't you think of taking a
Step in this house"
Told you last time, one more
Time and you're out
So what now?
Is our family worth less to you
Than a night blacking out?
Slammed the door and then she
Dropped to the floor
Tears streaming down her face said
"I can't do it no more"
Said I tried to be strong for you
Keep the family together
But it's healthier this way and in
The end we'll be better

You clench your fist, she gives you a hug
Tell you she loves you
But you've been drinking too much
But you don't quit
Instead you'd rather fuss
And take it to the point to
Where she can't get up
And it makes you feel sick
It breaks your heart
Cause you never meant for it to go this far
But you got a kid who has
To live with the scars
They can only see you whenever there's bars

I need a medic
Yeah, I need a medic
Give me a medic
Yeah, call me a medic

I said, "Don't you worry no
That won't be us"
She said, "I'd like to know that
But there's not much I trust"
It's confusing cause I used to
Know their love that was
And it all went downhill in
Just a matter of months
She said
"You grow up fast when your fantasies die"
And nothing comes of wishing on
The stars in the sky
What if it runs in my genes?
What if I do it to you?
Your heart's been broken before
Don't let me be the next bruise
I said
"What if the stars brought us together
To bring your fantasies back?"
And you're a beautiful soul
Why you've been thinking like that?
You're not like that
Seen it in many of chats
You're your own damn person
You are not your Dad
He made mistakes and you learned from them
I've made my mistakes
You're what I earned from them
So we both know what love can be
So lets bring back the fantasies
Grab my hand
We're right where were supposed to be

You clench your fist, she gives you a hug
Tell you she loves you
But you've been drinking too much
But you don't quit
Instead you'd rather fuss
And take it to the point to
Where she can't get up
And it makes you feel sick
It breaks your heart
Cause you never meant for it to go this far
But you got a kid who has
To live with the scars
They can only see you whenever there's bars

I need a medic
Yeah, I need a medic
Give me a medic
Yeah, call me a medic