Adam Calhoun, Tom MacDonald, Nova Rockafeller - Let Me Go lyrics

I'm avoidin' the phone
I don't pick up when it rings
'Cause if I say hello
Then the questions begin
They're like "Where did you go?"
They're like "Where have you been?"
"I feel like you cut me off
And here I thought we were friends"

It's been a while since we spoke, yeah
I know i think about you all the time
You'll always be the bros
I can't give you my new number
Can't invite y'all to my home
The last time that we kicked it
We were drunk doin' coke
I told Jesus take the wheel
I swear to God He steers
I just had a mental breakdown
And faced my fears
Me and Nova been together for like four
Five years and she the only one who stayed
When I cried those tears
I'm a new man now, the news came out, yeah
I collected all my booze and I threw that out
Collectin' blueface now, your dude came down
From bein' way too high in a few rain clouds
I ain't hatin', I still love you
Y'all were not bad friends
We were on the same page
But every chapter ends
I still watch y'all from a distance
We ain't hangin' again i left that life
Ain't gettin' dragged back in

You know I had to let you go, oh oh, oh oh oh
If you love me, let me fly
This isn't goodbye
But if you love me, let me go, oh oh
Oh oh oh i think about you all the time
I'll never say goodbye goodbye

I spent most of my time just tryna get right
I was chasin' those lights
Flyin' higher than a kite
Drinks led to fights which
Happened last night
I'll wake up all alone, that's a sad life
Everything changed, came home from prison
Phone rang, same thing
"Be over in a minute" hol' up
I was gone and you never came to visit?
Now you show up? I don't see you
We ain't got the same vision
Raised my son, made my own business
How I make it this far
You in the same bar sittin'
I ain't drinkin' for years
And for me that's more livin'
I work like a dog
Everything is for my children
Just had my first baby girl, I named her Grey
Lookin' at her face
The whole world ain't the same
My soul used to hurt, it would cry out loud
'Cause I sit here and write this
I'm cryin' right now

You know I had to let you go, oh oh, oh oh oh
If you love me, let me fly
This isn't goodbye
But if you love me, let me go, oh oh
Oh oh oh i think about you all the time
I'll never say goodbye goodbye

I'm avoidin' the phone
I don't pick up when it rings
'Cause if I say hello
Then the questions begin
They're like "Where did you go?"
They're like "Where have you been?"
"I feel like you cut me off
And here I thought we were friends"

You know I had to let you go, oh oh, oh oh oh
If you love me, let me fly
This isn't goodbye
But if you love me, let me go, oh oh
Oh oh oh i think about you all the time
I'll never say goodbye goodbye