Aldn, Winterdigital - ​this songs not about u lyrics

​aldn i feel my soul fading
But it's not that hard
To feel like somewhat a friend
I just think and pretend
I just think and pretend to love again

I just want recognition for everything I do
Can you look me in the eyes
When I talk to you?
And I still think about it to this day
If I see you around
I'm gonna blow your brains
It feels like 2016 i was your first friend
You meant a lot to me
But all that changed when
You started to scheme
I can't trust no one, now it's only me
Well, that feels good to get out
I just bottle it up 'til it
Comes out in a shout
And I don't wanna give up
I just wanna get out
I swear I'm trying my hardest
To live in the now now

The calmness of winters
Snow falling down onto your cheeks
And everything feels so still
You're okay, you're okay