Alesana - Not a Single Word About This lyrics

I'd push you away
But you are the only thing I know

I can't help believing in you
The idea of beauty leaves me enslaved
Say you'll stay for tonight
And I promise you this will be the last

I'd push you away
But you are the only thing I know
At your feet I now lay, you
Are the only thing I know, i know

I stare blindly into my reflection
A piece of me lost, I am terrified
That I cannot breathe without you
I am nothing in my eyes if not lost
I can't see past your eyes, without them I
Would die, I'd die

Shackles cut my wrists as I fight the chains
None can hold me

I'd push you away
But you are the only thing I know
At your feet I now lay, you
Are the only thing I know, i know

In a room where I once told you everything
I am alone i am alone

Once beholden to nothing and
No one how is it that I
Am slave to these eyes
Which glisten with untold secrets
That I crave so wildly to understand?
I must steel my heart to your warm gaze
I'll claw out my eyes and see you no more

It's because of you I
Sometimes wish that I would die
Sometimes I wish I would die
Leaving you behind
Enraptured by my ignorance
I now deserve sympathy