Alesana - The Last Three Letters lyrics

Dearest love
I hope this message finds you well
As these endless thoughts drip from my soul
Every single word secretly paints a fairytale
Of when we will melt into one

Eyes (i am so scared) forfeit sight to the pain (so scared)
Cold scalpel's steel whispers tear
At my very core
As I cling to memories of you
I am so scaredso scaredi need you with me
Were the last words that I wrote
For you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that
Shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

It's me again
Is it me or am I wrong to be concerned?
Will the beauty of your pen
Ever cross my eyes again?
Was this all a lie? why?

Were the last words that I wrote
For you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that
Shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

Make it stop
Make this pounding in my head stop
Fill my lungs with air
Give me one more day to
Make her dreams come true
She understands right? that I'm
Not coming back
She understands right? that I'm
Not coming back
Make it stop, make the pounding stop
I'm not coming back, I'm not coming back
I'm not coming back
I don't know what happenedwho
Would have thought
My life would end up like this?
I never got the chance to see her face
Or to touch her hair, and now, it's too late
I didn't mean to hurt her
Not hurt her like thisi can't feel my legs
I can't feel my legs and I can't
Even cryhow could somebody die like this?

If my words ever reach you
I'll assume you don't care
Never knew that silence could cut so deep
Or that you could twist the blade
Now I curse all of your beautiful lies
I love you and goodbye
Were the last words that I wrote
For you enough to tell you
That in my death the light that
Shone through my painful darkness
Was a blinding vision of your eternal smile?

Cold scalpel's steel whispers tear
At my very core
As I cling to my memories of you