Alicia Keys - Pray for Forgiveness lyrics

Beautiful garden, where have you gone?
My self-delusions are leaving me in the storm
Taking for granted all the
Goodness that I've found
Somewhere I lost all
The control came crashing down

And I pray for forgiveness
Look for the answers
'Cause it's hard for me to pretend
Look to my mother, call to the captain
Can't you see this state that I'm in?
And no one would know this, nobody noticed
'Cause it's me where it begins

Beautiful morning, please
Don't wake me from my sleep
'Cause, I need some comfort
To regain my sanity
And I don't wanna feel this crazy
I don't wanna feel discarded
Shattered into million pieces
I'm so brokenhearted nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to go so I hope

I pray for forgiveness look for the answers
'Cause it's hard for me to pretend
Look to my mother, call to the captain
Can't you see this state that I'm in?
And no one would know this, nobody noticed
That it's me where it begins
And I pray for forgiveness within

I swear that every day I feel
Like my mind is haunting me
I think of every little stupid
Mistake that has been made this time
I don't have the strength to gather myself
And I'm falling to pieces

And I pray for forgiveness
Look for the answers
'Cause it's hard for me to pretend
Look to my mother, call to the captain
Can't you see this state that I'm in?
I pray for forgiveness (Pray for forgiveness)
Looking for justice (Looking for justice)
Searching for answers (Searching for answers)
Call to my mother
Pray for forgiveness (Pray for forgiveness)
Breaking the silence
And nobody knows this, nobody noticed
That it's me where it begins