Alkaline Trio - I Held Her In My Arms lyrics

I'm nodding on the knowledge
That I have been burned
That I'm learning things that
I should've already learned
Everyone I already knew, wasn't kind and coy
I was with a girl
But it felt like I was with a boy

I can't even remember, if we were lovers
Or if I just wanted to
But, I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you

I will not kill, the one thing that I love
In this world of wreckage, I look above
I said help me lord, help me understand
What it means to be a boy
What it means to be a man

I can't even remember, if we were lovers
Or if I just wanted to
But, I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you

I'm nodding on the knowledge that
I have been burned
That I'm learning things that
I should've already learned
Everyone I ever knew, wasn't kind and coy
I was with a girl
But it felt like I was with a boy

I can't even remember, if we we're lovers
Or if I just wanted to
But, I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you

I can't even remember, if we we're lovers
Or if I just wanted to
But, I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms
I held her in my arms but it wasn't you