Allie X - Good lyrics

How can I laugh at a time like this?
I guess my sense of humor’s sick
I inhaled a red balloon
Soon I’ll be over the moon

With every step that I take
I wanna take it all back
Back home is too far away
The devil’s calling my cab
Don’t wanna cause any pain
I’m only making it worse
I gotta get out
And make this better

Tell my mother that I miss her
Tell my father that I tried
Don’t confuse my little sister
Let her sleep on it tonight
With the sticks and stones I’m made of
I swear I tried the best I could
I still wanna be a winner
I want to be GOOD

I want to be GOOD

How did I, how did I end up here?
Hands on the wheel with an ending near
What can you, what are you gonna say?
When all is gone, fa-ding away

With every step that I take
I wanna take it all back
Back home is too far away
The devil’s calling my cab
Don’t wanna cause any pain
I’m only making it worse
I gotta get out
And make this better

Tell my mother that I miss her
Tell my father that I tried
Don’t confuse my little sister
Let her sleep on it tonight
With the sticks and stones I’m made of
I swear I tried the best I could
I still wanna be a winner
I want to be GOOD

I want to be GOOD
(Goo-d, Goo-d)

Don't you tell me, I wanted this
No, Don't you let me, fall into this
With every step that I take
I wanna take it all back
Bad blood is turning my fate
Into something of black
Don't wanna be the reminder
Of the life that we had
Just wanna get out
And make things better

Tell my mother that I miss her
Tell my father that I tried
Don’t confuse my little sister
Let her sleep on it tonight
With the sticks and stones I’m made of
I swear I tried the best I could
I still wanna be a winner
I want to be GOOD

I want to be GOOD
(Goo-d, Goo-d)