Andrés, Andy Cizek - A Nice Soft Painless Lie lyrics

Huh, a text message from beep "Dear Andres
I have to do what's best
For my mental health
I always wonder why we never worked because
We could've been something great
I need to accept that you
And I are a masterpiece
That'll never be finished"

I've been gaining weight in my
Stomach and my face
It must be my age 'cause
My habit's haven't changed
Since I've been 18 it's been a series of
Long term relationships
And chasing my dreams in dive
Bars across the country
I went from hanging at Whitney's apartment
To working at restaurants every night
These days I'm chilling
At Cameron's apartment
And music is paying my bills
But shit hasn't changed that much
Has it? Has it?

Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu

Ah ah ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah ah ah ah, ah, ah, ah, ah

I've been losing faith in
Myself and this place do I look like someone
Who'd wanna remember anything? Ooh ooh
See, I haven't talked to Jade
Since I ran into her
A few months back at Tommy's Place
The conversation started great until she
Got reminded that I, uh
I'm a selfish bastard
(Got reminded that we all have strayed)
That shit happened years ago anyways
I miss the Summers when Harry and I
Would just stay up all night
Talking girls over wine in a bag, in a box

Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu
Maybe what I'm hungry for
Was never gunna be listed on the menu

Searching for a meaning
Alive but heart's not beating
This world's so unappealing
But I'm in bed still dreaming
See, being alone is just a way of life
'Cause nowadays everything feels so empty
Look out the window and I'm horrified
Nobody's making any sense and I'm just

Searching for a meaning
Alive but heart's not beating
This world's so unappealing
But I'm in bed still dreaming