Angelus - ​dysphoria lyrics

I ask myself if I'm a girl or a guy
I'm so confused inside my head
And I do it all the time
I fucking hate you and your friends
Please just get out of my mind
My locals wouldn't understand so I
Keep quiet all the time

Am I a girl? Am I a guy?
I just don't know what sometimes
Maybe neither or maybe I'm gay
I just don't know what to say
Am I straight or am I
Bi? I really wonder sometimes
And I'm scared of what people think and
I get sad all the time

I should've never trusted you
In the first place
I'd never thought that you would
Lie straight to my face
I was stupid, I was wrong, I feel dumb
I need some spacе my future's bright, I'm
Alright, looking forward, i can't wait
And, god, I love my friends
Еven if they piss me off
And I'm tired of my fake friends
I guess I'll just cut them off
And I get hurt way too fast
Maybe it's 'cause I'm way too soft
I'm getting attached, I cannot feel
I gotta get away at all cost

Am I a girl? Am I a guy?
I just don't know what sometimes
Maybe neither or maybe I'm gay
I just don't know what to say
Am I straight or am I
Bi? I really wonder sometimes
And I'm scared of what people think and
I get sad all the time