Anonymuz - ANAGO lyrics

Why do people we love always hurt us the most
Word to my folks, word to my exes
Word to my friends who turned to my foes
I'm sure it's a message
Sure it's lesson there I hope
Further rejected swerving thru exit's learned
I been cold like like shirtless in Denver
3rd of December working in snow
Like murderers but a lil' more
Conservative with my actions
Affirmative I could have niggas turning
Wigs if I chose look
Yeahhh, heaven or hell I guess
It's only a balance
I tried to tell somebody I hate
Them because I loved them
Then I tried to tell somebody I
Loved them but it's a challenge
I got battle scars deep as
The Mariana from kin
But swear to god it's part of
Me buried off in my friends
The paradox of a man that's
Baring all that he can
Don't know where Isaiah started
And where Anonymuz ends
I been searching for self
Working these words getting
Turned into wealth
I used to think that I was burning in hell
A bunch of heathens a couple demons around me
Had a nigga almost thinking I
Preferred in a cell well
Maybe not but sometimes that's
How this shit feel
And sometimes don't know how I
Deal with my thoughts
Cause, I had no guidance
My OG couldn't do all she
Wanted but she was trying
My OG couldn't do all she
Wanted but she provided nigga where was you
We was evicted outta the crib
And tripping bout it cause we had
To figure out where to live
My homie used to tell me I
Didn't know who I was
That's why he call me Anonymuz ever
Since we was kids but
Things change it's seasonal unbelievable baly
I could see it through his
Perspective but we are too (yeah)
Different than who we were to
Keep on using the name
I'm fucking radical nigga that's the
Point of the x
Its rejecting the stupid labels they
Give to us to shape
Public perception cuz if you gonna change
These niggas just try to capture the way
It was like a movie you framed
True to my family and I'm true to my aim
Root of my malice had to do with my pain
Flew into Dallas, OG told me I should
Flew into Dallas thinking you would be safe
But looking at you I see
You in the matrix damn
That's where I figured the irony on it all
But no one else can help you that
I'd be the one you call
So obvious to my heart
Apple done fell to far
I recognize the karma it's tragic and
If my ways turn to habit's
Well then I'd end up exactly
The way you are so
Just know I finally forgive you for
All you've done as your son
And that's why Ima name this album is called
ANAGO for you
Yeah

I might not have been in
Your life all this time
But, I've always had you in my mind
And I always pray for you
What I see sitting down on my couch
Isaiah you will not be able to see
Even when you climb a tree
So that's a African saying
That what a old man sees sitting down
A young man would never be able to
See on top of a tree
So be a man, be good, serve god
God is everything