Anonymuz - DEAR GOD lyrics

These days I been really in a mood
Tired of my people dying on the news
Police think a nigga only seeing red
Homie, you don't know me,  I be feeling blue
These days everybody got opinions
How you could've done it
How you should've did it
How to be a hunnid, how to see a million
If you had the money how
You would've spent it
These days I been taking shit for granted
Feeling disenchanted tryna find the love
But, I been abandoned I don't understand it
We can go from how it is, to how it was
Maybe I be tryna see the other side of peoplе
Whats inside them I don't try to judge
But, I'm only human I bе going through it
Ain't nobody doing shit that I
Can trust these days
Feel like it's blasphemy
Did a whole lotta bad shit in my past
Thats why I'm quick to get mad
If a nigga harassing me
I remember nights being sicker than sad
Contemplating on life and what
It could be actually shit is a fantasy
Shit I imagine I ain't even in my bag
Just see how I plan to be
Had to go back to the way that I was
I be tryna show love, niggas is slander
Just another reason that I don't give a damn
Bruh
If shit go left, I don't got a Miranda's
Got no badge, I ain't putting my hands up
If you got no bag
I ain't putting my plans up
Heard folks saying it's a devil inside me
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really am one
Dear God

Before I came to this country
The US- you know for us
In those days was the ultimate
You know you must come to this country
They didn't show you how-
They didn't show you all the drugs
They didn't show you people
Killing each other
They didn't show you homelessness
And all that
You know, they didn't tell us none of this

Dear God why you making niggas suffer
Like it ain't enough
That we done fucking did
Did it to my brother, did it to my sister
Give it to my mother, give it to my kids
Critics in a bubble, niggas ain't
Got me saying fuck it, it is what it is
I don't wanna trouble, I just wanna dip
I don't wanna struggle, I just wanna live
Cuts from my fist, blood on my kicks
Run like the sticks, flood like a ditch
Done for my big bruh, all my nig-gas
From the 61, to the 6
Knowing they ain't did none but exist
Numb to this shit, done with this shit
Funny niggas give blame to the poor boy
But this shit come from the rich
Tell me what a dollar cost
Look into a Molotov
Healing to a Holocaust when I think about it
'Cause, I always wonder why
It's niggas living in the slaughterhouse
Could I kill somebody shit I thought about it
Shit, I got a hammer and
It's popping outta fire
I feel like I got to
'cause I ain't with the bull
Niggas thought I was docile but
It's dog eat dog and them bitches is hostile
City of angels got me laying with demons
'Til the ghost of the past
Turn present and haunt you
Heard folks saying it's a devil inside me
Sometimes I wonder thats what talk do
Dear God

Those people that you are
You have refused to forgive
They going by every night happy you know
They don't care you kno
Whether you are fucking with them or not
You the one thats carrying that unforgiveness
You the one thats not sleeping every night
Always believe in god, god is everything
If you put god in anything that you are doing
You will be a better person