Anonymuz - Heart X lyrics

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But, I like to keep some things to myself
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

Do you know why I hate you?
Did you know every day you, played me
After all I gave you, took from me
Still I forgave yougoddamn I'm amazed you
Still led me on, let's be honest bitch
You kept me strong, but wrecked me long ago
I'mstill fuckin' shocked
What you call love is what love is not
Love is brought to one when at one is locked
You wouldn't need another punk
So just fuckin' stop you never cared
I took a fuckin' flight to your place\
Two times so that I could hear
You lie to my face
I tried and I layed and I cried and I prayed
That I'd die and I'd hate
It's a giant mistake
Ireally thought you changed
I guess you ain't what you seemed to be
Ironic that you sleep with him
But tell me that you dream of me
Easily, you moved on
You never gave a fuck, you were too gone
And this is one time I wasn't proved wrong
You're just another Black Rose
In a smooth song
Let it sink tell the world what i think
I'm only just a friend in
Your mind in a blink you hate me like you do
Right now on this beat, take a seat
I never had intentions girl to crush you
I adore you but I'm just
Too done with the lies, i don't trust you
I just said I hate you, because I loved you

Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But, I like to keep some things to myself
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

When you left me, i left Earth does that not
Show you that I care?

Are you still here? Sorry but it's true
Cause after all the history and all
The shit you did to me
The source of all my misery
And greediness is you
I would have given love
But you just gave me pain
There's nothing I can say
It's just simple and plain:
You treat me like a king
I treat you like a queen
You treat me like a game
I show you I was played i'mno perfect man
But, I know i'm good enough
To be worth a chance
I've been there through it all
Since you hurt and laughed
And you kicked me to the curb
Like I'm dirt and damn
Do you see now, why i'm so pissed?
And after all of this I'm giving no shit's
Stick to what I know and that's
My music and stay focused
Switching from love to hate
Just like my flow shifts
When you meet another person who was
There as long as me just let me know
I'm not doing this to piss you off
But just educate you
Why I love and hate you but
I had to let you go
And maybe in the future we can fix this
Solvin' all the problems with forgiveness
But, I know you that now you
Hate me and I miss this
The pain feels good as the kiss did
In all truth, I hate this song
Hate I had to make it, why'd it take so long?
Tonight I'm getting faded 'till
My face is gone
Come tomorrow I'll be dead and erase it all
And if we never speak i only wish you luck
I hope that if you fall, a homie picks you up
Tell the world you know me
I'm only just a punk
But remember in the end, I really gave a fuck