Anth, Conor Maynard - I Hate U, I Love U lyrics

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweater
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Messed around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
I'm always tired but never of you
If I treated
You like a you wouldn't like that
Held out my hand for you
You didn't touch that
I wrote a text but then i deleted that
I got these feelings but
You didn't realize that oh, oh
Keep it on the low
You're still in love with me
But, your friends don't know
If you want me you would just say so
If I were you i would never let me go

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you i hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you

And every single night
I'm fucking someone else
It doesn't make a difference and
It doesn't fucking help
These gold digging hoes only want
Me for my wealth or want me for my fame
Just like everybody else
It's like "Anth god damn, what the fuck?
It's been a year already"
I could find somebody new
But I'm just not ready
Been the woman of my dreams since
The day that you met me
And my Nightmare up On Elm Street
The female Freddy
And there's a beautiful girl waiting
For me at home
But tell me why do I still feel alone?
I guess the ones that you love and let close
Are the same ones that will hurt you the most
And yeah that's funny to me
Yeah that's funny to me
I thought you wanted to be
I thought you wanted to see
What our kids would look like
Is it you or is it me?
And now that's gonna be a future
That we never gon see and yo
I hate to fucking say it but
It's all because of you
'Cos of everything you did and
'cos of everything you do
Now you thinking you can text
Me like everything is cool
But, you're fucking someone else so why
You fucking with me too?
Then we break down and cry
And say this is goodbye
Said it a million times but we
Both know it's a lie its the circle of life
Couldn't escape if you tried
'Cos you live and you love and
Then you love and you die and I

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you i hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you

I'm just saying you could do better
Tell me have you heard that lately
I'm just saying you could do better
And I'll start hating on me if you make me