Aries - HOME lyrics

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up

All a fallacy, my mentality fucked up
Agony, are you hearing this?
Since seventeen, the kids I'll never be
Wasting all my time, lil mama 'head of me
Out my door
Look all the space this taking up
Anxious heart, you got my legs still shaking
Oh my God, awful late, gonna stay or not?
Leave me alone, leave me alone

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up
I'm home tonight, I'm waiting up
One thousand miles of chasing you
I'm home tonight and I'm waiting up
One thousand miles
I'm home tonight, come home tonight

And mom don't wanna hear I'm depressed
When she works so much, no
Pills, just a check, yeah
My wrist, my sleeve, cover me like a vest
Shoot (pew, pew) still alive
Easier for me, I'm right there by the curfew
Look, no touch, million warnings
One noodle on me
And in case short of time, I'm racing inside
Heart still numb, access denied
(And you take, you take)

I'm home tonight, been waiting up
One thousand miles of chasing you
I'm home tonight, been waiting up

Numb, fill up my drink, whoa
I don't feel no ways, whoa
Sometimes make it up if I climb too high
Might tumble numb, fill up my drink, whoa
I don't feel no ways, whoa
Sometimes make it up if I climb too high
Might tumble

Leave me out leave me outside
Leave me out leave me out leave me outside