Artan - Next Up? lyrics

I'm no young thug, i got a future
Should of watched me girls from the offset
I need a mentor not a tutor
Got high grades i want top set
I was a hard knot to get through to
I play my role like i'm Sanchez
Cus' i saw the brothers been used to
I don't sit and wait for my future

I got, Big dreams but i want a big stack
Be Legendary but my name ain't Pac
Buy Benz from the store in tact
And have a spice with a very big back
Big dreams but i want a big stack
Be Legendary but my name ain't Pac
Buy Benz from the store in tact
And have a spice with a very big back

Got no bloody curtains i'm not Cardi B
Got a Rollers Uber, don't spark it please
Need a set to keep me awake


I'm bipolar, and this is hard for me
Never let it get on top of me
When i buy the street like i'm monopoly
If he searches me and he goes in the boot
Oh my god that's a lot of trees
I'm depressed not upset
I got a stack in mind i not touched yet
I know karma's real cus' i felt the burn
But from good deeds they don't lock ye
And why do i keep flippin' moods
The mandem always keep on flippin' food
Been trying to prove they can go
To chip, get the monkey, bulbasaur
It's so flippin' rude, It's so flippin' rude
Makes me wanna go and flip it too
I'm watching everybody build a line
Now it makes me wanna go and whip it too
Go on whip it too
I'm in the mirror asking "is this you?"
I'm counting pennies in my 9 to 5 just
Looking in the mirror asking "is this you?"
Really is this you? You're short for words
You can not pick and choose
Pac told me i'd be a king as long as
When i wake up i don't hit the snooze
Never hit the snooze
Hope the mandem never hit the news

I wish my career were a pick and choose
Light in the end, is it really true?
"Light in the end, is it really true?"
Is it really true?
Wish my life i could pick and choose


Big dreams but i want a big stack
Be Legendary but my name ain't Pac
Buy Benz from the store in tact
And have a spice with a very big back
Big dreams but i want a big stack
Be Legendary but my name ain't Pac
Buy Benz from the store in tact
And have a spice with a very big back oh

I'm sitting at home again
Why do i feel so lone again?
See i just got a sack to my bank, now slow
But i won't bell, frank or phone a friend
Cus i hear what you say
But i feel so far away
Feel like i should express myself
When i'm blessed and my dad's
Still here on farther's day
They're ready for my remedy to pass away

So now i'm just working for weekends
Slowly monday
But i can't wait to the weekends
Watch if your circle collapse in your win
I'f not then cut off the weekends
Maybe i blaze too much and i'm para
Maybe i'm just too hard on myself
Cus i'm hardly a wealth and
I'm just from the mana
But my name's Artan so i'm back with a banger
I'm Bottling up this emotion inside of me
Can't see the light in the dark
So it must be the hell's of
The earth doesn't find me
Just pray, don't cry for me
I don't think Monday to Friday was
Really the life for me
Been going from Job to Job
And each time i quit
Man i don't leave quietly
Can't help that my head thinks violently

I just want to make it out
But this is all a dream
Nice yard with a matte black car
But this is all a dream
Sometimes i just pinch myself
There was times in the past
That i'd be myself
If only I've seen my wealth i'd realize