As It Is - Turn Back To Me lyrics

My memories are still
So bright, but I keep the curtains drawn
I've never been like this
Or am I just romanticising
A person that's gone?

I can only take so much
Before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of letting you
See what I'm thinking
But you left before I could
And if I could too, I would
Cause my mind's a frightening
And lonely place I can't escape at night

You dreamt yourself away
And time made your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
But miles mean nothing to you
Turn back to me
It's all my fault, and I know it


Turn back to me
It's all my fault, and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of your story
And I know I made it seem
Like I never cared at all
But I swear I was always trying
And, oh, God, did I try!

This was hard when you were still around
You were still around
How am I meant to survive this now?
Survive this now
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be
Who I chose to be
I've been having nightmares that follow
Me until I fall asleep

You dreamt yourself away
And time made your dreams come true
I hoped that you would stay
But miles mean nothing to you
Turn back to me
It's all my fault, and I know it
Turn back to me
It's all my fault, and I know it

It's all my fault, and I know it
It's all my fault, and I know it
And, oh, God, did I try
It's all my fault, and I know it
And, oh, God, did I try
It's all my fault, and I know it
And, oh, God, did it try
It's all my fault, and I know it
And, oh, God, did it try
It's all my fault, and I know it