Ash - Ourselves lyrics

All those nights we were by our ourselves
Didn't get your help
I was tryna be like someone else
Didn't know myself

Only love you if you blow up
Funny what could happen when i grow up
I remember days they showed me no love
Still errbody act Like they don't know us
I ain't do it for my hometown hometown
Nah all those cocky kids always
Telling me to slow down
Got me taking pills numbing feeling
When they go down
What's it gonna take in life so
I don't take my own now pills on the dresser
Pain is my pleasure
Can't pass all the nights I messed up
Stuck with the pressure
Prayers to get better
Ex girl messed me up only
Reason cause I let her
And I don't even regret it nah regret it nah
Love a life that's pitiful pitiful
Depressants way too clinical clinical
Rather live my life invisible invisible

I remember when they doubted me
Look what I turned out to be
20 stories got me standing on the balcony
Like momma are you proud of me
Or did I go and flop like
They all said I would
Did I not shed enough tears nuff blood
Funny what could happen when they
Say ya got potential
Just to see what happens when
It get to your mental