Ashnikko - Panic Attacks in Paradise lyrics
[Ashnikko - Panic Attacks in Paradise lyrics]
Everybody says they love me but
I'm still broken hearted
They call me Polly Pessimism
I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you)
My boyfriend wants to love me
But I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma
Since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums
To let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
I'm having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life
It's a big joke ha ha, I love laughin'
It's a big hoax you're self help happy
'Cause, I'm okay i'm pure propane
On an open flame (Watch me blow up)
My boyfriend wants to love me
But I won't let him
I've been predisposed to trauma
Since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums
To let out some aggression
I hate that I'm so self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
Panic attacks in paradise
Piña coladas, I'm terrified
I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright
I'm having the best time of my life
Panic attacks in paradise
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I'm having the best time of my life