Asking Alexandria - If I Could Erase It lyrics

I want to be like you forget what I said to
Somebody I used to know
When I was someone they used to know
I try to be honest
To grow into someone I'm proud of
But, you make it so hard
When all you do is pull me down

If I could do it all over
I wish I could take it, throw it away
And start over if I could erase it

If I could start over
There's so many things that I'd change
If I could start over
There's so much inside me I hate
The past's supposed to stay
Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself
If I could start over

I'm sick of everyone around me
Acting like they can't see
The elephant behind me
I'm in a constant state of stress
From the weight that's on my chest
And I don't wanna pretend that I'm okay
I've always been the kind to
(Bury shit inside to)
Let it rot and gradually consume me
Let it build into a rage
(That I take out in a way)
That makes everyone I love fucking hate me

If I could start over
There's so many things that I'd change
If I could start over
There's so much inside me I hate
The past's supposed to stay
Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself
If I could start over

Take it all back let me erase me, erase me
Take it all back i don't wanna see
Take it all back let me erase me, erase me
Take it all back i don't wanna be this
Let me erase me, erase me take it all back
I don't wanna be this! Erase me, erase me
Take it all back

If I could do it all over, over
I wish I could take it, throw it away
If I could start over, over
If I could erase it I would erase it yeah

If I could start over
There's so many things that I'd change
If I could start over
There's so much inside me I hate
The past's supposed to stay
Why does it follow me? I can't outrun myself
If I could start over if I could start over