Asking Alexandria - Lorazepam lyrics

I'm not an addict
I just sometimes fucking hate myself
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
 yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
I'm not a victim, I'm not lonely
And I'm doing well for myself
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
I drive a sports car, got a couple houses
Fly first class
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
So why when I wake up and see
My reflection does it make me sick?

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My wife, she loves me
I've got friends who'd jump in
Front of a train
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
But every waking minute
I'm tormented by my fucked-up brain
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
Folks pay to meet me, take a photo
Tell me I should smile
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
But all I wanna do is take a match
And set this whole place on fire

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

My parents sometimes try to reach me
But I never respond
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore)
Not really sure why I'm still pissed off
But it's part of my brand now
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore) i've got no reason to
So tell me why I feel like shit
(I don't care, yeah, I don't care
Yeah, I don't care, yeah
I don't care anymore) lucky for me
I'm pretty good at acting like I've
Got a hold on this

One, two, three, four

I don't care anymore
I've got a sickness in my soul
I'm on my shit again
I find it kinda funny being out of control
Feed me Lorazepam

I'm not an addict
I just sometimes fucking hate myself
Every waking minute
I'm tormented by my fucked-up brain
I've got no reason to
So tell me why I feel like shit
All due offense
I don't feel bad if I push you away