Atmosphere - Virgo lyrics

I pledge allegiance to myself
Food, shelter, and health
Let me find a beach full of seashells to sell
Put your oxygen mask on first
Before you offer me help
I've got receipts made of scar tissue
Got the vision of somebody going
Fishing in the dark
When I start up the motor
It still turns over
But nowadays, a little bit slower
Never been afraid of getting older
I'm much more nervous about
These public servants
Kill the lights and shut the curtains
You ain't a real lion if you love the circus
Looking at myself like
"What's the purpose?"
That's when I started to hallucinate
Tryna touch the surface and recuperate
You should've seen the look on my face
When I was losing my faith
Y'all got me feeling hesitation
Embarrassment i might be the last
Generation of grandparents
I know that I've been fortunate
For all the opportunities
Disproportionately disappointed in the
Human beings i get it, we're specks of dust
At the bus stop busking for extra crust
Like fuck it
You can sacrifice me to the weather
If you promise that you'll let
My songs live forever

You're looking for a bag of tricks
But my love is like a stack of bricks
Cobblestones and untreated lumber
I'm a father of fists, strength in numbers
And when they come for my box of dreams
I'ma finally depart from this toxic scene
No posturing, just lots of self esteem
Got you feeling like the popular queen
This ain't magic, this is fabric
And it's the type that
Never requires patches
And it's the fire that
Illustrates with ashes it's our life
It's nothing we can't manage
Lower the arrow and take a breath
I won't waste ammo aiming at
The angel of death
I might have already left
But they hear me still
With my pale knuckle grip on a steering wheel