Aviators - Bad Luck lyrics

I think I've lost my way a long vacation
Like a rat that holds the plague
The infestation we all got bloody hands
While playing blackjack
You live a life on chance
You get your payback

I need a little help sometimes to
Listen to myself from someone else
I can't believe I came so
Far surviving in this shame am I to blame?
I'm not, shut up, shut up

Welcome to the freak show
Thought the odds were equal
Roulette in my head keeps rolling on
Let the bloody streets flow
Nothing holds a candle
To thе rapid fire of my own gun maybe psycho
Push me and you might go
Ovеr in a blaze of arcane blue
Stop me if I ramble
I'll come take a gamble for you
'Cause you need a little bad luck baby

A new ghost in the house the city's haunted
I never crossed the line
But I like feeling wanted
Foundations wash away the pain I tasted
Now you'll love the game we play
But your luck is wasted

I need a little hurt sometimes to
Keep me who I am to give a damn
I came back with my shattered soul
To find a better way now who's to say

Welcome to the freak show
Thought the odds were equal
Roulette in my head keeps rolling on
Let the bloody streets flow
Nothing holds a candle
To the rapid fire of my own gun maybe psycho
Push me and you might go
Over in a blaze of arcane blue
Stop me if I ramble
I'll come take a gamble for you
'Cause you need a little bad luck baby

I need a little help sometimes
To listen to myself from someone else
From someone else
I couldn't find the words to say
I miss you more than peace so save me please
Come save me please
You taught me how to hate the world it'self
Well lucky me but am I free?
Now am I free?

So welcome to the freak show
Thought the odds were equal
Roulette in my head keeps rolling on
Let the bloody streets flow
Nothing holds a candle
To the rapid fire of my own gun maybe psycho
Push me and you might go
Over in a blaze of arcane blue
Stop me if I ramble
I'll come take a gamble for you
'Cause you need a little bad luck baby