A.W. - Giving Up lyrics

This is how it all starts
We begin with a weak plan
This is how I fall apart
I think it’s just the way I am
This is where I hold on
Hoping something good’ll come from the mess
And this is where it goes wrong
So I shrug and say I gave it my best

And I know that you know that
I don’t believe in love anyway
And I know that you know that I
Don’t believe a word that I say
The build up and let down, it’s all for what?
I wake up and break down i’m giving up
I’m giving up stare into the black night
Like staring at a brick wall
Waking up a thousand times
But never waking up at all
Sleeping in a spare bed
Just a room away from all that I want
Trying hard just to make sense
Trying harder just to try to move on

It’s the last time it’s the last shot
It’s the goodbye this is all I’ve got