Axe Murder Boyz, James Garcia - Dreaming of my Suicide lyrics

Suicide, suicide i'm dreamin of my
Suicide, suicide (Kill Yourself)
I wanna die

Come up to realize that I wanna
Die because I feel like death
And I think when I woke up had
To say fuck hope no joke
Despise that I had none left
Respect life is what they say to a G
Well life don't give a fuck about me
Take a G-A T to the bone dome
Cause I live by the gun
I'll die by the chrome
Why's it gotta end this way Do
I really gotta leave today
On a night a dumbass bitch who's gonna
Take my shit and run away
She's gonna see what the fuck goes down
What now it makes my brains spill out
Hit her ass up bitch speak with yo mouth
And she didn't even know what
I was talkin about now I'm out
Suicide, suicide i'm dreamin of my
Suicide, suicide (Kill Yourself)
I wanna die

So now I've chosen myself
I can't look into the mirror
Demons speak right out of Hell
Infect my soul with fear
And now it's up to me (And now it's up to me)
To wash the fear away (To wash the fear away)
I think I'll sit in bleed
(I think I'll sit in bleed)
Hand me my razor blade
(Hand me my razor blade)

Suicide, suicide i'm dreamin of my
Suicide, suicide (Kill Yourself)
I wanna die