B.Frnce - Alive For You lyrics

Look, fuck it, I tried
Shit, I almost lied by saying
"I don't know why"
But I ain't gonn say it
 'cause of my pride
At least my pride isn't your kind
Shit, I guess that's you, well I'ma do me
You cannot deny the fact I did my duty
I hope you come around before it's too late
I hope you figure out to do it today
All I can do is hope now
Though I ain't got hopes up
'Cause now my hope down
So let's hope that hope's enough
Till we meet again, hopefully
I'm fucking sick of hope already
I'll be ready, I just hope you also ready
Starting to feel that fucking hope is empty
But I feel like your emotions heavy
'Cause of that I got
A web-size string attached
You took my love for granted
Hope you don't let that string to snap
Ahh, snap, aye!

Fuck crying for you
I nearly lost my fucking mind for you
And I literally almost died for you
But that don't fucking mean that
I'm alive for you so, fuck crying for you
I nearly lost my fucking mind for you
And I literally almost lost my life for you
Guess that time I thought I
Should stay alive for you

Was so convinced that I'm for you
So much I considered what if I'm not for you
But let's be real about it
Girl I'm for you
And you're for me, but I guess that
Shit is just not for you, right?
You know I ain't tripping
Got over all of that within a minute
But sometimes that event lingers
And has me thinking
Though I felt like it was
Was it really worth that shit?
I know damn well I didn't
Fucking deserve that shit
Ain't proud to say this honestly
I felt hurt and shit
Crazy how wrong you did me yet
I saw the perks and shit
Crazy how it ended without trying to
Make it work and shit
Well I tried, 'cause that's what lovers do
Thought with you I'd know love
Now I got no clue
Even now, I dunno really know what to do
Well despite all the bullshit
Still got love for you but fuck you

Fuck crying for you
I nearly lost my fucking mind for you
And I literally almost died for you
But that don't fucking mean that
I'm alive for you so, fuck crying for you
I nearly lost my fucking mind for you
And I literally almost lost my life for you
Guess that time I thought I
Should stay alive for you
So I’ma head back to the city
Deal with my shit
Do my thing back in the city
A lot has happened lately
Really I can’t have this
I feel stupid thinking I found marriage
What’s crazy’s though is that I was still
A bit crazy ‘bout the bitch
But I’d be dumb crazy if I
Ever forgot 'bout the shit that she did
Maybe I’ll go back for her when I’m rich
Till then
Fuck love I’m trying to wet my dick
Guess I’ma have to ride out with no rider
I’ma only have to do it when I like her
I just wanna focus on my life for now
I ain’t alive for ya
Guess I don’t need a wife for now
You just couldn’t meet me half
Way and chase me back
There's moment where I felt I’d
Actually take you back
Maybe I’m to blame infact
Wish I had my hands on the clock
So I just take it back

So, fuck crying for you
I ain’t 'bout to lose my mind for you
Thought I was one of a kind for you
But turns out I was too damn kind for you

So fuck crying for you
Remember when it felt like I
Would die for you
But I realised I’m not even alive for you
Well, this is my goodbye to you
Yeah, goodbye to you
I wasted my fucking time for you