Bad Books - Begged You Everything lyrics

We slept for close to seven hours
All the way to your dad's basket case
I didn't catch the final score
So I prayed that we'd sink a few more
And I didn't mind and you didn't seem to
Mind about me, but I was wrong
Who wouldn't fear to leave it all
'Cause it's gonna come, it's gotta come
I am the widow the spidered king
There's web in your teeth
And there's holes in the ceiling
And I wanted more, I left with nothing
Who's really lost and who's really winning?
I begged again, you said hello
For now that's all I know
Now I remember the exhaust and remains
A shallow shadow hung across
My brand new drapes and I gave my car away
Down towards the post office
Man told me he needed it more
I believed him, went home, and slept more
And that's what gets me sometimes
That's what struck me blind
And that's why there's no time
That's why I still try, and that's why
I begged you everything
I begged you everything
Begged you everything, everything
Fck am I supposed to do when you
Just lie your arms in mine?
Fck am I supposed to do when you
Never lie about telling a lie?
So what was I supposed to do? Just
Keep on trying through sleepless nights?
Fck am I supposed to choose?
'Cause, I begged you everything, everything
I can remember wishing that the season
Had lasted a little longer
It don't, and we die
If not me, then to my pride
If not now, then tonight
If not then, we just might give up trying