Beabadoobee - Ripples lyrics

Please don't make me hide
I've been putting up a fight
What's the use of it now? When
I get pulled down anyways
I've been hiding my expression
You can't blame the reflections
And the ripples on the ground
I might as well have drowned

So I'm keeping busy
Work twice as hard as you
Want you to believe me that
I can pick and choose
Said you'd let me drive your car
As long as I'm with you
Then you'd wait till we get far to
Tell me that you'll be gone soon

Feels too late right now
I've been holding back
'Causе I'm afraid that I'm too
Loud six feet underground
I feel alone again, stuck between my friеnds
I guess I'll figure my way through them
Not sure how I do it
But I'm sure now
The people would listen as the water glistens
And I see my reflection, so much clearer

So I'm keeping busy
Work twice as hard as you
Want you to believe me that
I can pick and choose
Said you'd let me drive your car
As long as I'm with you
Then you'd wait till we get far to
Tell me that you'll be gone soon