Belak, Ulovely - Sabotage lyrics

What has everything come to
I keep trying to sabotage myself and undo
All the hard work i put in this music
Just to run loose
With no responsibility for nothing
I can't trust you
When i can hardly trust myself to function


I searched for my whole life
And i can't find the time where
I don't fall right down
Ain't nobody come around yeah fall down
Cop out for the weekend blacked out
But my light be steady leaking cash cow
But im good for the weekend
Limelight for the night
Now i think im leaving
Tell me bout when i used to have friends
But then i left like the wind
And they all played pretend
Cause i hurt myself i don't need help
Tell me that you wanna love me
But you never wish me well i been sitting
I been drowning inside of the wishing well
And i can't tell cause it's so hard as hell
Baby im down to waste my life
And then ill sing to you


What has everything come to
I keep trying to sabotage myself and undo
All the hard work i put in this music
Just to run loose
With no responsibility for nothing
I can't trust you
When i can hardly trust myself to function

It all feels like a setup
For me just to fail once again i been trying
And trying so hard
And i can't seem to break out
Out of this mundane repeating lie

What has everything come to
I keep trying to sabotage myself and undo
All the hard work i put in this music
Just to run loose
With no responsibility for nothing
I can't trust you
When i can hardly trust myself to function