Big K.R.I.T., Keyon Harrold - Drinking Sessions lyrics

Yeah, yeah
I got these ideas, I got a lot on my mind
And it's so hard to put 'em in a lot of songs
I try to put 'em all in one, you know
Just what I'm feelin', what I'm goin' through
I've been drinkin', so please, bear with me

Eyes wide shut, barely eatin'
Tryna get my game on
Played it too cool, almost like I'm froze
Had to turn my flame on
All the while, watch 'em X me out
Magazine cover, mothafucka, I ain't tripping
My flow, senior citizen shit
And maybe they'll listen to
Me when they sixty breakin' some bread down
Treat it like the Last Supper
Toast to all the time we were po'
But still we had one another
Hoppin' in, out of shuttles, I'ma be
Big, momma, I'ma get rich, momma
I'm sorry, I ain't got a wife or kids momma
But look what I did momma
Got a house that I barely can stay in
A car I barely can drive
I'd be a liar if I said gettin'
Money didn't make me feel alive
Hustlin', arguin' about who’s better
Than I in tweets
But what does it matter when a new
Artist come out like every week?
And the label all on they
Nutsack, good for them, keep suckin'
Most rappers'll bend over for you, but
Me? Bitch, I'm not for fuckin', over
I'd be the biggest star, they told me
Signed my name on that line and when I die
That's when it's over movin' on to the set
I was just a talented black kid
But to them, I looked like a check
Another five years of slavin' and then
It's on to the next
I was tryna be what I envisioned as a child
A king ain't a man of God when
Ain't no church in the wild
Shit been fucked up 'cause they
Don't talk about Christ
Everybody trying to die young but
Who gon' talk about life?
I pull that card, good
Lord, Confederate flag, shit so flawed
They used to fly it like pilots
And burn crosses in our yards
I can't get with ya if you with that
Whistlin' Dixie they want that old time back
But niggas got a hundred rounds and
Automatics so we ain't having that
I ain't promotin' no violence
It's people out here been wildin'
So much that you can get gunned down
Just for being happy and smilin'
Ain't no hotline worth dialin' to
Say the world needs help
We too busy fillin' our needs that
We might kill us ourselves
I got my gumption from my granny
Had a dream about her like last night
She held me tight and told me, "Little one
Everything gon' be alright"
My mind playin' tricks on me
But I needed that there
In a world where I feel all
Alone sometimes I'm needin' her care
It's hard to share my
Insecurities so I medicate, i mean meditate
And pray to God for a second chance
For Heaven's sake
I'm just waitin' on a sign or two
Like what I'ma do
When my heart get rusty and tired
And it ain't shinin' through?
And I think about death a lot
My father scared of dyin'
I can relate, I call him before every flight
In case I ain't meant for flying
I can't hold it back
Can't control these tears
I mean after all these years
I'm still the kid writin' poems
Too shy to eat in the cafeteria
I'm two cups in and three shots away
From givin’ a fuck about any of the
Shit that I done had to say lord knows
It's hard to see the truth
With your eyes closed
It's hard to protect your feelin's
When you so exposed yeah, I'm so exposed
I'm so exposed

I let it all slip away and now all I can say
Is here's a toast to a better day
And the love that will come and stay
Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are
Yeah i call Your name near and far
Oh God, oh God, oh God, wherever You are
Yeah i call Your name near and far
I'm so exposed i'm so exposed
I'm so exposed i'm so exposed
Oh God, oh God oh God, oh God
Oh yeah, uh