Big L - How Will I Make It? lyrics

Some people was born in heaven
With a silver spoon in they mouth
And had everything handed to them
On a silver platter
And never had to work hard for nothing
Then there are some people that was
Born in the opposite world
Of those that was born in heaven
Which is called hell
And had to work hard for everything they got
And never had nothing handed to
Them and never will

I'm only at the age of 10
And life already seems to me like
It's heading for a dead end
Cause my Moms be smoking mad crack
My Pops went out for a fast snack
And never brought his ass back
Nobody knows how I feel, it's quite ill
Cause, I had to steal to fill
My stomach with a nice meal
Too ashamed to walk the streets
Wearing the same cheap sneaks and
Dirty outfit's for weeks
Even my holidays got damaged
Cause on Christmas I asked Santa for
A father and a hot sandwich
I just can't take it
And every day I ask myself
"How will I make it?"
It seems like my life's been cursed
Ever since I was a child
And how will I make it? I won't, that's how
I walk around with a frown
I got no reason to smile
And how will I make it, I won't, that's how
Aiyo times was rough, I had to grow up foul
And how will I make it, I won't, that's how
I always knew that I'd end up
Doing time on the Isle
And how will I make it, I won't, that's how

Five years passed by
Now I'm at the age of 15
No more fun and games, it's time to get cream
Cause, I'm about to burst
It's like my life was cursed
I went to church
Prayed everyday and it still got worse
Soon I ran into a couple of guns
Started stalking the streets late
Robbing suckers for funds
Now everyday I creep with the heat
Ain't nothing sweet
I rob for meat, If I don't steal I don't eat
Then I lost control and started going too far
Robbed this brother named Umar then got
Snatched by the blue car
Where I grew up it was a living Hell
Then I started to realize
I'm better off in a prison cell
Now I can sleep, now I can eat
Can't hit skins
But, I wasn't hitting skins when
I was in the street
Aiyo, I just can't take it
And every day I ask myself
'How will I make it?'


Doing time was full of stress G
All the fightings and stabbings and
Men finding men sexy
One tried to test me didn't find it humorous
Beat him with a pillowcase filled
With cans of tuna fish
My time came to a cease
I'm back on the streets again
I hope I don't get snatched
By the beast again
But, it's getting crazy hectic
Cause I'm broke, get up naked
And can't get a job cause of my jail record
Before you know it
I was robbing them same ducks
I even started robbing homeless folks
For their change cups
My whole life was deserted
Either I'ma go back to jail or get murdered
But do I deserve it?
All I tried to do was live
The one life that I got
But it seems like I can't get a fair shot
I just can't take it
And every day I ask myself
'How will I make it?'

Word up man, it's real rough out here man
In the ghetto
All you can wish for is a better tomorrow
It ain't getting no better
It's only getting worse, word up