Bilmuri - Thread lyrics

I want to look you in the eyes
And tell you that I'm sorry
'Cause I know that I was the one to blame
I can't remember why your words
Made me feel so afraid
But my fear of judgement left me standing
Here to dig my own grave
And I forgot about the sacrifice
And heart that you gave
I can't get you off of my mind and
I'm hoping that you feel the same
I'm hoping that you feel the same

Get this off my chest
I've come to see you were the
One who robbed me best
You got me thinking back on everything I left
I can't close my eyes because my
Heart won't let me rest
And now I know that I'm the one
I can't accept

I guess I'm living off the lies you spit
Lying awake i hate the fact I left you
Standing here alone in the sea
Wish there was something that would make
You feel like everything's okay
I'll be right there if you ever needed me
And now that I look back
I see that I'm the one to blame

Get this off my chest
I've come to see you were the
One who robbed me best
You got me thinking back on everything I left
I can't close my eyes because my
Heart won't let me rest
And now I know that I'm the one
I can't accept

I'm realizing more and more that
I'm the fucking problem
I hate the fact I made
Myself look like the victim
I'm realizing more and more that
I'm the fucking problem
And now that I look back
I see that I was the one to blame

Get this off my chest
I've come to see you were the
One who robbed me best
You got me thinking back on everything I left
I can't close my eyes because my
Heart won't let me rest
And now I know that I'm the one
I can't accept