Bilmuri - Ties lyrics

I'm fucking sick of your attitude
I will never fucking be like you
I'm fucking sick of your attitude
I will never fucking be like you

Isolated and you know I hate it
Don't dismay your lie 'cause it's alright
But you know I fake it
I feel the judgment holds on my neck
From the strangled lack of self-respect
But my relations haven't gave out yet
So I close my eyes and hope that I forget

And I miss my friends, watch them fade away
Forced to turn this page and see
This whole thing turns to grey
And I miss my friends, watch them fade away
Just look into my eyes again
To see if I'm okay

I'm fucking sick of your attitude
I will never fucking be like you
I'm fucking sick of your attitude
I will never fucking be like you

You know my guards up
And I've got my cards up
Don't wanna mend the pain or be like you
'Cause you're all the same
Got these eyes apart to clear my head
And tell them all alone I'll end up dead
It's hard to keep my eyes on what's ahead
Under the weight of everything you said

And I miss my friends, watch them fade away
Forced to turn this page and see
This whole thing turns to grey
And I miss my friends, watch them fade away
Just look into my eyes again
To see if I'm okay

Take me back to when I felt that I mattered
Take me back to when my heart wasn't cold
Take me back to when I felt that I mattered
Take me back to when my heart wasn't cold