Bishop Nehru - Goodbye. lyrics

So that means you (inaudible) i know, I know
I want all that I can get
You know what I'm saying
Oh, I got something for you
I want all the stuff I can get

See my relationship with life is kinda toxic
(kind of toxic)
Its a love hate situation that's
Me just being honest (I'm being honest)
I done been through some wild shit
As I've been feeling moderate
Depression grabs my mind these lines are all
That gets me out of it (that's a fact)
Losing tolerance and my patience
Has been escaping (it's been escaping)
And not even because of me
Because of my mothers situation
Been fitted in different armour wishing it to
Hear it would was scarred her
In reality i see us pushing us apart farther
I'm all for going harder and I
Ain't sure if it's smarter
But there is plenty days I think to
Wait until I become a goner
Before they give me my honors
Hope I couldn't be wronger
Putting out plenty fires and it
Only made me stronger every dog has his day
I wonder whats for the liars
I've been focused on aligning but
Inside feel like i'm dying
(Feel like I'm dying)
Life hit's me but I'm smiling
Until everything is fine again
(until it's fine)
Keep it all bottled up inside like Heineken

Feel I'm living where my nightmares lie
As I'm going for the ride I've been
Thinking I should tell 'em goodbye
(goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye, yeah)
The only reason that I go is my why
By how I'm feeling inside I'm thinking
I should tell 'em goodbye
(goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye) tell 'em goodbye