Bishop Nehru - Is It Okay If I Want To Die? lyrics

Sorta, uh
I couldn't meet up with the responsibilities
That I had taken on
Sort of felt the need to escape from me
I'd only lasted, uh, about four years
With continuously using drugs

Is it okay if I want to die?
'Cause it's been on my mind
And I've been thinking of it all the time

Is it okay if I want to die?
'Cause it's been on my mind
Its like I want to leave it all behind

Is it okay if I want to die?
(Is it okay if I want to die?)
Is it okay if I want to die?
(Is it okay if I want to die?)

A broken heart and strong mind
Been coping from the start but still I
Played my part until it's all fine
But still it seems to take a long time
And I'm the type to make it happen
I ain't waiting until it all aligns
I'm trying to find a sign
I'm in my home envisioning
Been chilling all alone
Just speaking to whoevеr's listening
God's who I've been signaling
Try but connections limitеd
Striving for new position and grinding
I'm never pivoting
Never fitting in the box they try
To make me stay in got the power of a say 'n
Never minding what they saying
Got a vision that I'm chasing
Blind faith makes me feel like times wasting
Feel the walls are closing in as every day is
Should I be embracing and get
Ready for the casket?
I know there's plenty listening
That's thinking it's drastic
But it seems the pain is always coming back
Like a habit working magic
After years of working magic
I just can't escape the tragic so

Is it okay if I want to die?
'Cause it's been on my mind
And I've been thinking of it all the time

Is it okay if I want to die?
'Cause it's been on my mind
Its like I want to leave it all behind

Is it okay if I want to die?
(Is it okay if I want to die?)
Is it okay if I want to die?
(Is it okay if I want to die?)

That's what it feels like to grow the the end
I don't need no homies
I don't need no friends
They all hate, they all fake
They all hiding within

Said it before and I'll say it again

That's what it feels like to grow the the end
I don't need no homies
I don't need no friends
They all hate, they all fake
They all hiding within

Is it okay if I want to die?
Cause it's been on my mind
And I've been thinking of it all the time
Is it okay if I want to die?
Cause it's been on my mind
Its like I want to leave it all behind

Is it okay if I want to die?
Is it okay if I want to die?