Bishop Nehru - ​chaos... lyrics

Where I go, I don't know where I'm going
Cause, I've been cold
All alone and I'm hoping
That all this rain, rain will go away
Let me see another day
All my demons wanna play
I just wanna be okay

I'm caught up in my thoughts again
Drifting off and I'm lost again
A walking sin, I'm haunted
Wanting all this nonsense to end
Chaos been all around me
Now I'm coughing in my fucking skin
Reminding me of magic and the
Power darkness has within
I now that they'll never get my spin
I'm showing 'em how the kids could win
They holding me out but then again

This soul has no control of me
My main hope is poetry
They hope the peace will fall
But they ain't know I always oversee
They only see a glimpse of me
They come and go then it repeats
I'm numb but never dumb
I play the role so I can read the scenes
Weight up on my shoulders
From the people I've been letting lean
But when them tables turn
The bridges burn and breaking in between
It's been mysteries and misery
Miss me with negativity
Admitting different energies has
Been the focus

Change changed like chaotic potions

Where I go, I don't know where I'm going
Cause, I've been cold
All alone and I'm hoping
That all this rain, rain go away
Let me see another day
All my demons wanna play
I just wanna be okay be okay
I just wanna be okay