KAMAARA, Biv - As if it even fucking mattered lyrics

I cut my ties if it helps time
Back to my cage in the dark side
I don't wanna die but it's not right
Dead man walkin, been my whole life
(Been my whole life, been my whole life)
(I don't wanna die, but it's not right)
(Dead man walkin, been my whole life)

Fuck it up, I don't see you duck
Keep it up, bitch don't never trust
If you wanna stay, I can hurt a bunch
Burn out the souls I been hangin from
I don't wanna play, I'll just lay it up
Keep it to myself, you can't know too much
I just wanna feel like you told me once
You was in my feels, now we pack it up

Less we know the better, gain
Ya chedda, ima let ya, this
World Steady dead ya, since ya
Mama fed ya, money, power, pleasure
Dealers in they meta, you a petty stressor

I get the fuck on with bills, then I ghost
Name me to hate me, they love me most
I see your feelings
They bleed through your clothes
You know them problems is keeping you close
I wonder if this is something I chose
I never know carry us alone
Lies to bury whole
Don't you tell me those, tell me those

I can’t hear a word you said
Yeah my minds a fucken mess
Pop another nothing left
Everybody’s fucken dead
In my head, in my head
I can’t hear a word you said
In my head, in my head
Yeah my minds a fucken mess
In my head, in my head
Pop another nothing left
In my head, in my head
Everybody’s fucken dead
I can’t hear a word you said
Yeah my minds a fucken mess
Pop another nothing left
Everybody’s fucken dead

Stupid ass bitch you get fist fucked
We hanging outside get yo shit tucked
Hitting at his chest like a hiccup
And I ain’t fucken stopping till you give up

You see that's problematic
Addicts to habit's
The mothafuckas that had it
Comin from the bottom
I suggest you keep at it
Keep a fucka movin, you don't want no static
I'm at it again
My old dearest friend, they'll be in
My mind till the stool slip
Clip my lip through the back of my dome split
The end the end