Bizzle, Sevin - My Confession lyrics

I'm so tired of the fake thing (Fake thing)
Decorate a ceiling
Got 'em eyeing in amazement (Uh)
All kind of paintings we hang from the wall
Tryin to keep they minds off what
We hide in the basement (Uh)
We spit about the sin that we overcame
(Overcame)
It's easy to talk about your past crime
(Past crime)
What about the one you still on today? (Huh?)
But last week you just said
It was the last time (Uh)
The one you been hiding your fight with
'Cause in all of your fans eyes
You are righteous
It's easy to expose the other side
But what's done in the dark
Will come to the light, biz
() alright, let's do it
They been dying to find something on me
I'll give it to 'em
Let's talk about Bizzle's addiction to porn
(Porn)

He knows who you are
When nobody's around, yeah
They know you try to hide
The truth one day will be found
And this is my confession
I said, this is my confession

Started 'round seven lookin through
My pop's mags (Mags)
Then I saw it on the screen and it got bad
(Bad)
Tried masterbating, but I ain't know how (Uh)
I was like nine, I was a throw child
(Nine, shh)
At thirteen, it worked, then it began
All I wanted to do was
Fill that feeling again so that night
I did it again and again and again
Never knowing that I couldn't control
When it would end ()
I am only a child, this a grown man's fight
Who'd a figured I would dip
Into this grown man's life?
(Man's life) Should'a known me and
Satan wouldn't fight fair (Fair)
It went from a wet dream to a nightmare
(Nightmare)

He knows who you are
When nobody's around, yeah
They know you try to hide
The truth one day will be found
And this is my confession
I said, this is my confession

Moms had a boyfriend, we would stay the night
(Night)
And I would watch movies late at night
(Night) but one night
When I tried to put the tape on (Tape on)
And press play, that tape isn't what came on
(Uh)
It showed way more than I'm used to seeing
(Seeing) so I watched it every time that
We went to see him (See him)
And later on, he became step-pops
Anytime I needed
I could see it on his desktop (Uh)
And when I was only fifteen (Fifteen)
He started giving me his magazines
(Magazines) if I was left alone
I would do it all day till they got back home
(Home)
Read it five times a day was the average
I had this addiction, but I never fought it
I thought it was something I'd be
Able to quit whenever I wanted

He knows who you are
When nobody's around, yeah
They know you try to hide
The truth one day will be found
And this is my confession
I said, this is my confession

Uh, I was hooked at a young age (Young age)
I never really knew it until I got saved
(Saved)
It's easy to say that you not addicted (Uh)
I guess you never know it till
You try to quit it (Nope)
For a minute
Had me feeling like I'm not a Christian
On my knees
Hoping and praying that God'll listen
"Please take this from me, Father
You gotta fix it!" ("Please!")
"I keep trying, but I keep falling
I'm tired of sinning!" (Uh)
"You healed my other wounds
Why'd you leave this one?" ("Why?")
"It's so embarrassing, I can't beat this one"
(Uh)
"I go like a week without falling" (Falling)
"But when I fall, I fall the hardest"
(The hardest)
"Two or three weeks, then I'm back on it"
(Back on it)
"Three months, four months was the longest"
(Longest)
"But now I'm back here, where do I go?" (Go)
As of right now, just you and my wife know
I'm so tired, but I'ma fight, though
(Fight, though) and get ready for the stones
That they might throw (Uh)
I'm so tired, but I'ma fight, though
(Fight, though) and get ready for the stones
That they might throw (Let's go)

Said, this is my confession
I said, this is my confession