Bizzle, Jewell Jones - Note to Self lyrics

How do I start? Maybe just from the heart
(Uh) i know your name Biz
Right now I'm talkin' to Mark (yeah)
Your therapist told me I should be
A little nicer to you (Hm-m)
Then maybe it's time I try
Speakin' life into you (Alright)
But, if I'm honest
That's where I start to draw a blank (Pssh)
It's crazy
It's like the good is more hard to say
Why is affirmin' you so
Harder than critiquin' you?
And pointin' out yo' flaws is much
Easier for me to do
I don't wanna see you lose
I know other people do (Ooh ooh)
Last thing you needed was for
Me to be mistreatin' you
Judgin' you for every little thing you do
Minimize your wins
Maximize your L's thinkin' I was teachin' you
Is it that I set the bar way
Too high to reach for you?
God said to be holy
So at least I don't think I do (Mm)
I ain't mean for you to feel
Defeated when you can't meet it
You gon' make mistakes
That's why it's grace needed

God said I should love you like I love me
But lately I've been my own worst enemy
(My own enemy) i'm my own worst enemy
(I'm my own worst enemy) i'm my own worst-
He said I should love you
The way I love myself
But what if I don't love me so well?
(Don't love me so well)
I don't love me so well (Me so well) , mm

God love you, your kids loved you
Your wife loved you (For real)
So many people you never met
In your life love you (Uh)
And I know that's hard comin' from me
(I know)
'Cause lately it feel like e'erybody
Love you but me (Everybody but me)
But please, know that you are worthy of
The love you received (Oh, I)
Your sin don't disqualify you from
The love of the King (Oh, oh)
I know you fear the sum of
Your struggles'll come for your seed
But, you a good dad
That's what they'll grow up to repeat
Just try your best to serve Christ
And keep lovin' your queen
Though you may never be as perfect
As you wanted to be
You tryna be somethin' that you
Never grew up wit', it seem
And that ain't easy to do
It's like you killin' it and
Everybody sees it but you
You just check for the flaws (O oh)
You be receivin' the boos
But, you reject the applause
It's like the negative is easier
For you to receive
And the positive is much harder
For you to believe, man

God said I should love you like I love me
But lately I've been my own worst enemy
(My own enemy) i'm my own worst enemy
(I'm my own worst enemy) i'm my own worst-
He said I should love you
The way I love myself
But what if I don't love me so well?
(Don't love me so well)
I don't love me so well (Me so well) , mm