Bizzy Bone - I Understand lyrics

Shit- heh, friends- heh
A friends come and go I
Done learned that shit
Either through death or money issues
Or you know what I mean just time and space
Family sometimes you the biggest enemies man
Heh shit

Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I'm a go get strong, return a better man

You better believe it you see me
How we creeped up out of
Cleveland get your money baby
If not I'm gonna break even I
Won't let you play me
Your game ain't even season
It's that thuggish ruggish Bone
I hope you know
Little B the reason see you creepin baby
But what are you really seekin
Are you weak, don't believe in me
Believe in Jesus
I'm a freak, but baby that's for life
And all the weak I'm goin deep
And I can roll deeper than you
Half breed rock the mics to survive
And I might not make it out alive
I'm spittin to save my life
Tryin a make it right welcome to
The world that we live
And all that I did was crawl up
Out the stuff for my kids
So rest in peace to Little Eazy
But, your paper work was sleazy and
The black widow was horny
Baby was gettin greedy my boys is
'posed to be watching my back
Load up the guns and let's attack
But ain't nobody tryin to feel me but stack
For my baby's

Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I've returned, I've returned

Better bring my money baby nobody
Is gonna stop me
I'll fill 'em up with that hot shit
Bullets all in your body better
Watch me wicked posse
Yeah, automatic shotguns half of
These rappers talkin
Ain't none of 'em ever popped one
Little kid from South View who would've
Thought that I'd make it
And the people ain't behind me
My family's kinda freakish
That thuggish ruggish, nigga from Columbus
And this is the way we
Play spread your rumors
I just love it do it all day everyday
Ride to the rythme of the nickel put
The pen in the pack now
And I know you fear me, I done been there
Done that, run that, fun that covered around
And let me kill 'em with the venom
We killin 'em with the sound
Every city, every little bitty town
Everybody wanna break me down
Nobody gonna take me down East
99 has been abandoned
Cleveland they show me love
They still wonderin how
I made it up outta the
Famine better believe it baby, baby
Should a listened to my people
Still runnin from demons and evil war
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I've returned, I've returned

I'm sick of the drama
Sick of havin beef with my momma
And beef with my sisters
My brother got murdered
Over marijuana bless the bewilders
Strugglin, hustlin all of my life
Watching my back
They already tried to murder me twice
I smoke the herb that I like
I never done coke in my life
And why would I lie? if I
Did it I'd tell entertainment tonight
Ain't no slackin in my rack it
Ain't no shame in the game
It ain't no slippin and the pimpin
Ain't no crack on the brain
You gotta be jealous of me and my fellas
Ain't that what they tell us sell us anything
We helpless give me a little
Bit back and help us
We strugglin, jugglin, thugglin, hustlin
Thuggin up in the club
No one to talk to, you step on his shoes
You really fucked up, poppa you was a roller
But his pockets are all swollen
You met the dope man
And now he on the block ask who told 'em
Sell 'em some soap man that's for
All the times you played me
Old man this is your son with
A blunt and a gun check out my slow jam
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I'm a go get strong, return a better man
Those that love me if you leave me
I understand
Made some bad decisions in my life
I understand, raise my right hand up to God
Right where I stand
I've returned, I've returned