BJ The Chicago Kid, Kendrick Lamar - His Pain lyrics

Yesterday my nigga had told
Me his brother died
A day before that his homeless
Uncle was cold outside
A week before he seen the
Cancer in his mother's eyes
Two weeks before that
Couldn't pay his rent cause he lost his job
A month before that he lost
The custody of his daughter
Six months before that her mother said
She won't see her father
And this before he did a year
When them charges brought up
I shook my head
Turned around then found a $100

I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why

I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why

Yesterday I invaded privacy of a home
The day before that my partner
Had fronted me a zone
A week before I had loaded
Bullets inside that chrome
Two weeks before that I shot them
Bullets and he was gone
A month before that I cursed my
Mother then slammed the door
Six months before that I hit my woman
She hit the floor
I stormed out then seen a black Honda Accord
Them hollow tips missed me then
Hit that little boy

I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why

I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why You keep blessing me
I don't know why, I don't know why
I don't know why

So today I laid in my bed
Stared at the ceiling
Closed my eyes then asked myself
How I was feeling i analyzed on how a saint
Can play the villain
Is my life coincidental or just God willing
I came to grips, jumped up
And looked out the window
See my nigga had that same
Little boy that didn't know
Bullets is nameless
I guess this is meant for
Me to give them a $100 then trash my pistol

Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why, now I know why
Now I know why

Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why You keep blessing me
Now I know why, now I know why
Now I know why

So I can bless you so I can bless you
So I can bless you

Lord help me cause I need You
I know this weed is burning
And I'm on drink number two
But it's all to soothe the pain from this
Cold, cold world
Sometimes I think You can help me
But this bus here is temporary
So I'm talking to You
This sick world will drive a sane man crazy
Birds dropping out the sky
Daughters having their fathers' babies
And this the news I hear
When my god kids, nieces
And nephews turn a year
I wonder, will it get better
A little cheddar, when will it get better
But the risk of that's cash will
Make last year's Christmas gift be, my last

But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow, but somehow, but somehow

But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow You keep blessing me
But somehow, but somehow, but somehow

If I just keep the faith
I know You'll be right there
Sometimes it may not seem that You are there
But You're there i feel You're there
You're everywhere and I thank You for
Protecting me in these streets
From danger seen and unseen i never know
What happened the night i wasn't there
Something told me leave so I left
It was the next morning
Three got shot after the club
All listening to that small voice
Oh you saved my life