Black Dresses - MY HEART BEATS OUT OF TIME lyrics

And I can't cry and I can't sing
And I can't move and I can't breathe
And I can't cry and I can't cry and I can't

In a sinister place
In all the hells in the world
In a spider's web in the devil's nest
There's no torture left we just used it up
It's like the whole ocean
Was just made of blood but

I'm sick i'm suffering i lay in bed and die
I'm sick i'm so fucked up
My heart beats out of time

Is this body me? Can I be more than it?
Was there ever a better way to live?
In a rotting shell why do I exist?
Is this fucked up hell really all there is?

In a simpler time in a safer world
In a place where we were just normal girls
Would we understand? Would we still connect?
Would we recognize?
Would we still be friends?

And I can't cry and I can't sing
And I can't move and I can't breathe
And I can't cry and I can't cry and I can't

Slow decay, broken brains
Is there anything to say?
Impending doom, is it true?
There's not much left to do

But it's alright, hold on tight
To what is left in the wreckage
Under the full moon something new
Life resumes we'll pull through

I'm sick i'm suffering
I lay in bed and die i'm sick
I'm so fucked up my heart beats out of time

Dying trying dying trying

Something new something new?
Life resumes life resumes?
We'll pull through we'll pull through?