Black Dresses - NO NORMAL lyrics

I want to know what I can be
So close to being a normal person
Try again but I'm worse than last time
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Unaware and I can't undo it
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
This creepy kid, this part of me
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
So clueless and so annoying
I try to know what I'm saying
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me

T-shirt slogan i'm a t-shirt slogan
I'm a meme, I know it i got mean, I know it
We learned a lot about entertainment
Tried a lot of shit
Still not entertained yet

Isn't it crazy to be human?
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
To the illusion of order?
To think that all this shit is normal?

I want to know what I can be
So close to being a normal person
Try again but I'm worse than last time
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Unaware and I can't undo it
Didn't mean it, swear I'm just stupid
This creepy kid, this part of me
Wants to make the friends that I couldn't
Fuck it up like other me wouldn't
So clueless and so annoying
I try to know what I'm saying
I'm sorry, please just don't hate me

T-shirt slogan i'm a t-shirt slogan
I'm a meme, I know it
I got mean, I know it, uh
The fuck you want? There's no excuse
There's a fire going
I'm getting high off the fumes uh'!

Isn't it crazy to be human?
To bear witness to the illusion of patterns?
To the illusion of order?
To think that all this shit is normal?