Black Dresses - RUNNER lyrics
[Black Dresses - RUNNER lyrics]
I could be anything I want
(Anything I want, anything I want)
I could be somewhere far away (Far away)
I could make peace with what I'm not
(What, what, what, what)
I could be real again someday (Ha ha haha)
Real again someday
I don't really know myself
I don't really believe myself
I don't really know why I
See rotten things inside myself
I don't really understand a single
Thing that's said to me
"I don't really care who you are
Or what you think of me!"
But that's so fucking untrue
When no one's listening
Put me under i want to get away
I wonder if I could make it she's a runner
I hear she fucks with something other
You don't know the half of it
I'm just a pain that hurts too much
Inverted shadow time delay
Mirror image of something that I
Never really even was
Heterosanity able-bodied LCD display
But I'm lost in the world
So different, so unsuited for it (Fuck)
So sick, so fucked up in it (Fuck)
So doomed so dead so fuck
I'll get away and I'll be
All that I dreamed of
I'll become everything that you were
So scared I would be
I'll push the limit's of what you
Thought I was capable of
You'll never see me again
I know what you did to me
Put me under i want to get away
I wonder if I could make it she's a runner
I hear she fucks with something other
You don't know the half of it
This anger burns out too quick to hold
I wanna be engulfed but I'm out in the cold
Am I a character in some
Sick fantasy that's getting old?
What happens from now on if it
Turns out I never told you?
I want to start again
I want this hurt to die
I want it to destroy me so I'll
Have a reason not to lie
I want to hear your voice and tell
You it's the last time ever
I want to cut away
I want to separate and sever
I could be anything I want
I could be somewhere far away
I could make peace with what I'm not
I could be real again someday
(Ha ha ha ha ha) real again someday
I'm going to start again
I'm going to start again